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If you don't like me , or this webpage ,
I would gladly invite you out .
Don't assume that you know me ,
Neither do you judge a book by its cover .
Your's tragically
Hi i'm ,Lydia ♥ /} Someone not worth of your love ,
Currently 16, 27March1993 .
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" If a drop of blood is all that comes between us, i've never tasted anything sweeter , and yet , if we can't love as deeply without it, i've never known anything more bitter . "
Have you met someone you loved so much , But he left you , dissapeared without a word . How long did you spend to forget him ? or did you not forget . Day and night you would think of him , alone in your room . Repeating his name again and again , crying . Then th most beautiful and saddest word in th world would come . " Where are you ? "
Tragically broken into pieces .
Friday, December 49:33 AM
Rated 8 with reasons ;
We were given, two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see , two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else, for us to find.
I found zilch in my dictionary to describe what a friend you are .
You never lost your zest for partying and darts ,
and disturbing me , horrible lol .
Sometimes , you're acerbic and your calls are often abuzz .
A zappy friend i'm glad to know ,
always yowling when i don't sing or run off without telling .
But still forgiving me even though you said , no .
You seem to be unflappable, and unfliching ,
when it comes to love matters .
What a load of twaddle i'm saying !?
* Verbiage *
I still remembered th first message , th first time we really met .
What a coincidence , but making me guess who you are .
Trying to irritate me ? It will never work ! muahaha (:<
You're not irritating , surely not my enemy , even if you say we are .
Knowing you can't be th onset of my death , so ...
( Thinking what to write , !!! oomph )
Shall i mention your name ? or surreptitiously not mention it ?
Why a 8 and not a 10 ? I bet you can treat me better ! :D
It's verily/ verity , that you can do it , but you're not !
Hope this would make you happy (:
[ Giving a tentative smile ? (: ]
Find arms that will hold you at your weakest ,
eyes that will see you at your ugliest ,
and a heart that will love you at your worst .
Tragically broken into pieces .
Thursday, December 39:52 PM
Gravity is not responsible for people falling in love.
Someone asked me, "Why do you keep loving someone who doesn't love you back? There are tons of fish in the water." I simply replied, "Just because it's also water, would you drink from the sea?"
You may only be one person in this world,
but you might mean the whole world for someone .
You can't make yourself feel right,
when you know that it's wrong .
It's th same when people always say ,
you can lie to yourself, but you can't lie to others .
Love lives on hope, and dies when hope is dead .
It is a flame which sinks for lack of fuel .
Love is not altogether a delerium, yet it has many points in common therewith.
Tragically broken into pieces .
Wednesday, December 211:19 PM
Threnody
Someone used to asked me , "how does it feel to love someone who loves someone else?" After a deep breath, I answered, "It's like hugging a cactus, the tighter you embrace, the more it hurts..."
I cringe upon hearing th word " love " .
What's love , may i ask ?
A boy who's besotted with a girl ?
And when th feelings fade, he gives her a wide berth ?
They were once so mesmerizing, like your knight in his shiny armour.
Your feelings were unstoppable, and you got what you want .
Quotidian, boy-girl relationships don't last long .
As friends, we're anxious to rectify th situation.
We reach out as you fall, held your hand till you're alright .
But we can't stop a recurrence of th situation .
So how about loving someone who was loving someone else ?
It's much more painful , that i can say .
To see them being happy with someone else , instead of you .
And all you can do , is to stand and watch .
Because, loving someone means giving them happiness . How about your happiness ?
And that's why i choose to be , Someone who don't want to get hurt, nor hurting someone else .
Tragically broken into pieces .
9:48 AM
Hoo la la hoo la la hoo la hoo la hoo ~ Hi peeps ! i'm back i'm back (: Adryan is back to singapore too ! * Waves* Well got interviewed last week at pasir ris, and i got th job . Will be starting work this coming friday . Jorine and Adryan will be working with me too . We had loads and tons of fun of th past few days , Yesterday we went around town to search for jeans ~ Couldn't find anything nice, so .. empty handed ! Went to pool after that, lost to sean and adryan ): Sean left to celebrate his sister's birthday , HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :D Adryan, Carlvin, Jorine and i went back to serangoon . Gotten our stuff back and went to eat . Can't sleep for th past few days, damn tiring zxc . -- -- Minbin sonneh ! here here , th message ! confirm longer than yours (: Comeon ! cheerup alright , smile smile smile ! Let's talk about our story now , ..... Started all because of huilin , knew you then . Thought you're not a good boy , hahahah :x Caused some misunderstandings btw each other , and jayer too . Get to know you again through melissa , both shared your troubles with me , appreciated it that you guys trust me . Went through thick and thin together , had loads of memories . Met you for th first time through fam outing ? lol Cute , small , skinny , blur , quiet , that's all i can describe you ! Hahaha, knowing you more , lovable , funny , protective , and tons . Although i'm quitting audition , it doesn't means we can't be friends . I quit audition , you can't blame it on kevin . I'm no longer interested in such games anymore , people quarrel and get into arguements and th next thing they say . Eh! buay song ah, lai lah ! set time , place and date , we settle outside , don't be kb warriors .OR , mega mega mega , kpkb , gan parents , gl xl ll , act haolian , childish. So ! you can always contact me in msn or sms (: Don't have to worry about anything, as long you're happy, i'll be too . Sonneh, be brave . Don't do th same mistakes over again . Don't be afraid to love someone , it'll always be different . ( I'm different, so don't say th same thing to me )
Tragically broken into pieces .
Thursday, November 192:27 PM
Th best daddy i'll never have ; sean
Th best bestie i'll never have ; adryan
Once again , its still adryan !
Stylish hair huh ? cool dude \m/
Another side ~
Candid seany
Camera shy ; marcus wang
Take a good look at th Prom king of Peicai !
And our model plus Peicai idol ; Glen wee
Popeyes's spoon-fork
(Pronounced as Spoork)
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ohh hi peeps ! i got an announcement to make !
"I'm quitting auditionsea ! who's interested in buying over my account?"
haha, okay i have to start from th beginning again ,
due to th late late late post ! so don't think i'm draggy .
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Last thursday , 121109 /.
Marcus wang introduced us a salon at serangoon gardens.
" Jasonsally salon " . Adryan cut his hair .
While marcus and i was deciding th colour of our hair .
Sean waited for us , and then went home .
Marcus dyed his hair first, it was natural brown i guess .
Then i finally dyed my hair to brownish gold plus i cut my fringe short .
Friends said that it looked alright for me .
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Last friday , 131109 /.
Marcus went back to th salon to do some highlighting .
Marissa came to meet us and practice prom night with adryan .
After that , we went to bugis and shop for dresses , tie and stuff .
Bought same dress as yongyong but of a different colour .
Watched paranormal activity, bussed home .
Couldn't sleep for godsake , stupid movie .
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Last saturday , 141109 /.
Prom night !
In th afternoon, yongyong and jacq came to my house .
Changed and do hair, make up , whatever ~
Adryan and zhenwei came over too .
Painted adryan's nails black lol ! and helped him to put on eyeliner .
Finished doing up, went over to carlvin's house .
Waited for him, and waited for glen .
Cabbed to th hotel and registered and blahblah .
Adryan sang , won prom king of peicai lol .
Later th guys all went to th dancefloor , left me and yongyong.
Jorine joined us later on, and we took fahmy's car to paradize .
Th Kbox didn't open, so adryan , yongyong, jorine and me took his care to amk .
While glen, sean and carlvin took th cab .
Singsingsing, and have fun . Drank vodka and whisky too .
Glen was dead drunk , i swear lol
After K , adryan , carlvin and me went lan till morning !
one word to describe , FUN !
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Monday , 161109 /.
Went back to school , wanted to collect stuff .
But everything had been moved to th new school .
So we went slacking and lan-ing .
Home sweet home in th evening .
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Wednesday . 181109 /.
We went out yesterday to Changi airport !
Ate popeye's which is totally, ewwww ~ at terminal 1 .
Then went to tampiness , walked around , th guys played arcade.
lol adryan's strong man ! \m/ .
Ate pastamania , and then went home ~
Tragically broken into pieces .
Saturday, November 710:59 PM
They used to call us names , now they want our autographs .
My friends , my clique .
Found in a song lol .
I found a clique to call my own , They are people who are not strangers ,
Th ones that you can depend .
If you trip over they'll catch your fall .
If you kick their dick, they wont break your balls .
If you get drunk and vomit on them ,
They'll make sure you get home safely .
If you cross the road and a truck struck you ,
They'll scrape you up and reconstruct you .
They'll cheer you up if you're depressed .
If you get murdered, they'll avenge your death .
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Oh well let me start from th top again !
Was freaking pissed off on wednesday.
Yeah made me concentrate on biology haha .
All th questions that i asked sean, and chapters to study
came out unexpectedly haha, lucky .
Th paper was easy i guess ? but hopefully i can score .
On thursday , went out early in th morning to meet th clique !
Lan-ed and then go to our usual place to study .
But end up talking and slacking instead haha .
Adryan, binod and carlvin went off first as in going home .
Then me and sean went to have to have our paper .
After th paper, was meeting up with carlvin ,
didn't expect adryan to be waiting for us too .
4 of us squeezed into a bench, manzxc it was DAMN SQUEEZY !
okayokay then yesterday , we went to lan again .
Then adryan went home, so we went slacking .
Playing, talking and studying .
Slacked for over 10hours ? LOL had fun ! reached home at 9 .
Th boys sent me home because it was too late and it wasn't safe .
THANKS ALOT GUYS ! :D
Ohhh, we played with our names too ! lol , see !
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Adryan : Adryan's dick rub your auntie's nipple .
Carlvin : Carlvin's anus rub lily's very itchy nipple .
Lydia : Lick your dick immediately , action !
Marcus : My anus, rectum corroding until spoil .
Sean : Sexy eyes and nipples .
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Ps : It was meant to be a joke, so its kinda sick and no offence made !
Tragically broken into pieces .
Wednesday, November 48:20 PM
if i could dream at all, it would be of you, and i am not ashamed of it
The medicine to cure my pain , Was long gone, far away . Now is th time, to watch me fade away . Listen to all this glass shatter , Standing drenched from open wounds . Don't try to save me , Heel my words, give it up .
Tragically broken into pieces .
Monday, November 26:48 PM
Lucky and unluckly
201 th posts ! lol . Well, let me summarise th weekend for you . Saturday didn't get to go out , had to stay at home . Did my notes, studying and mugging . Slept at 3am , then woke up at 8.13 am by adryan's call . Which is already a sunday . Went out to study, and had fun , chats and jokes . Adryan went home early, so left me and carlvin . Stupid idiot , exorweeesim LOL ! Plus th song '' run this town '' , sounds like quacking . Well that's all for today :x bored , going blackshot :D
Tragically broken into pieces .
Sunday, November 13:34 AM
200th memories .
Well, 01/11/09 shall be my 200th post day ! Changed my blogskin too for a celebration . Hmm, shall blog tmr, i'm tired .
